Reaching Out

 

Morning Jipsies!!

Today’s entry is a little different…more so thoughts than passing along info. 

I always want to be more personal with you guys but I feel like if I do get to writing, it’ll be a bit wordy (my BF always says I write chapter emails and texts, haha)…or I may over edit myself and not write enough.

Oddly enough. I’m ok when I read short blog entries of others as it keeps me feeling connected to them.  Strange?  Maybe…

Okay, so I’ve been going to the gym…even got myself a trainer who loooooves to see fear in my eyes (I admittedly wear sun glasses sometimes, hah)…but the work outs are really great…and I continue to feel them days later.  I stopped this past week (I had been going 6 days a week) because too much was happeneing.

First, the last living uncle on my mother’s side died, then in less than a week, my dear friend Maynard died of a heart attack and then a few days later was the 4yr anniversary of my mother’s death.  TOO MUCH!

Anyway, I start back today and I feel excitement AND apprehension because I fear my stamina has perhaps gone down a bit?? Then again, maybe it hasn’t , but the perfectionist in me doesn’t want to look and feel like I’m back to square one.

I’m also in the process of making up my face right now -multi-tasking-(which is such a superficial tag on make up application…think about it…if I’m making it up…am I not being my true self?)…that sounds like another blog entry, haha.

Anyway…I’m determined to look “presentable” first thing in the morning….I find it helps me along the day and isn’t so startling should I randomly catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror.  🙂

Anyway…I guess this entry is kind of a tester…and it feels good to write freely.  I’d love to hear from you guys…email me or comment on any blog entry…I promise to answer back.  Friends who read this on Facebook tend to comment there…haha, defeats the purpose but I enjoy that they are reading what I have to say and good or bad, are moved to say something about it.

Have a FABULOUS day, Jipsies…you are highly favored!

xoxox

-Urban Jipsie